When I started I was more than unsure
Barely had energy to be curious, my broken heart was looking for a cure
When we met I planed to con him in his intoxicated state
But then he intrigued me, inquired why I had no mate
It caught my attention, because who asks that so soon?
Especially to a person you just plan to take back to the room
He started out blazing then turned cold as ice
I began to think he was sating me, just trying to be nice
He assured me he was in while reminding me why he wasn’t
Ready for me… good news with an alternative undercurrent
I’m starting to forget the reason for my intrigue
I’ll be damned if hes right, I’m out of my league
The last time I felt this way, much less was spoken
The last time I felt that way my heart got broken…
smashed… shattered…
All that was left, all that stood was my shell.. beaten and tattered
Call me sacred if you want, but I’m seeing red flags
If I see any more, I’m not just leaving I’m packin my bags
You’ll never see me again.
Nor hear me or read me, there will be no one with to mend
But tonight, I’m done I cut no slack.
Tonight its over, no looking back
Because I have my own goals, I must stay on track
Don’t get me wrong, I was almost ready
But just as I stepped out, I’m pulling back. But not as slow, not as steady…